She has watched so many episodes of Blues Clues with her cousin Scotland that she has developed a serious crush on Steve, knows which episodes are her favorites, and hates Joe with a passion.
"I got cabin fever it's burning in my brain
I've got cabin fever it's driving me insane"
She's beginning to wonder how long it will be before the excuse that she's "transitioning" no longer applies. She's also wondering how long it will be before she stops feeling or acting in a way that requires an excuse.
She's getting fat. That may have to do with the fact that she has had no physical activity in months.
She may have decided on an academic path. Hello Theology, Emily doesn't know what she would do with a degree in you, but she doesn't really care about that. USD, would you take her? Could she ever afford you?
She really wants to stop getting on facebook. That way, she won't have to hear about how much fun they're all having, how quickly they're falling for each other, or how lame her life is in comparison to theirs.
She is amazed at how she can both dread her return to Sea World and anticipate it eagerly.
She has started reading The Hobbit but wonders if she'd rather cover C.S. Lewis first. Lewis THAN Tolkien? Tolkien, Lewis, Tolkien, Lewis...?
She's shorter than Rebekah.
Just to have something to do, she and her best friend have decided to start making their wedding portfolios. This is the sort of girly thing Emily has never given much thought to. This is how desperate she is for diversion.
What the fuck. I'm losing my ability to comment with any meaning because I can't explain what I want to say... If you saw other stiff i've commented on you'd see what I mean. But I was really glad to see this post, baby. Really really glad. And I'll see you tomorrow, if I'm at all to expect you'll be celebrating veet's birthday along with me. I'm really really excited about that. I'm obsessed with you right now. That's creepy, but forget the laws against us. Forget the divorce and the restraining order.
ReplyDeleteOh and I say Tolkien.
Wedyno: a website that offers marriage advice but specializes in reasons why you should not be married
I can't believe how quickly the year has gone by and I miss having my French Sister with me here. how is life back in Cali? All is well here in France- Spring I think is much more lovely the second time around- or maybe it's just because the winter seemed never ending to me. I wish you were here to join me in a cafe or I could head to disney and watch you dance and wave in the stars and cars and all the other funky program names.
ReplyDeleteI miss dancing in the louvre court yards with you.
I miss sharing the discoveries of Orangina and Speckuloos, Au de Falafal and Amarino with you.
I miss sitting in hot pink Austin Poweresque Cafes with you.
And I miss our strolls around Paris.
You help make Paris a brighter place. And I am sure you do the same for San Diego.