She has watched so many episodes of Blues Clues with her cousin Scotland that she has developed a serious crush on Steve, knows which episodes are her favorites, and hates Joe with a passion.
"I got cabin fever it's burning in my brain
I've got cabin fever it's driving me insane"
She's beginning to wonder how long it will be before the excuse that she's "transitioning" no longer applies. She's also wondering how long it will be before she stops feeling or acting in a way that requires an excuse.
She's getting fat. That may have to do with the fact that she has had no physical activity in months.
She may have decided on an academic path. Hello Theology, Emily doesn't know what she would do with a degree in you, but she doesn't really care about that. USD, would you take her? Could she ever afford you?
She really wants to stop getting on facebook. That way, she won't have to hear about how much fun they're all having, how quickly they're falling for each other, or how lame her life is in comparison to theirs.
She is amazed at how she can both dread her return to Sea World and anticipate it eagerly.
She has started reading The Hobbit but wonders if she'd rather cover C.S. Lewis first. Lewis THAN Tolkien? Tolkien, Lewis, Tolkien, Lewis...?
She's shorter than Rebekah.
Just to have something to do, she and her best friend have decided to start making their wedding portfolios. This is the sort of girly thing Emily has never given much thought to. This is how desperate she is for diversion.